shine
2005-07-18 | 1:17 a.m.

I'm afraid to sober up. I'm afraid to be proud of where I'm at 100% but I'm afraid to sever ties and move forward to the degree that I know I can if I wanted to. I'm afraid to admit that I want to because it would sever the comfort that I've reached now. I'm willing to move forward, afraid to stay here and refusing to cut out what's holding me back. I'm afraid to not put it off until tomorrow because maybe I won't have a reason to get up tomorrow.

I'm afraid to reread what I've written above.

It's time.

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