Living in Candyland DID U SEE WHAT I DID TEHRE
2004-01-13 | 6:09 p.m.

Hi! I'm not dead, I'm not in another country, and I'm not lazy. I just didn't have much to update about.

A month from today I will be on a plane to a new me. heh.

I'm still content and happy, just like you left me. For the past few days I've eaten nothing but chocolate. Isn't that every kid's dream? Only chocolate! TONS of chocolate! Like a half a kilo every day! And I've lost five pounds.

I'm still dancing like two crazy dancing things. My choreography is steadily growing more complicated but I like the challenges that I'm setting for myself.

I'm not playing enough guitar, though. Note to self: play more guitar much?

I feel real good. I don't shower every day and I don't really wear much makeup or even decent clothes. Today I ducked into my dance class right before the bell and confessed that I didn't get out of bed until 8:20 am, ten minutes before I had to give my little brother and sister rides to school and be at my own class. One of the girls was like "What?! You look incredible for somebody that just woke up."

And that made me feel really really good.

I've got the old sparkle back in my eye. My hair is shinier, albeit unwashed and parted in a general crop-circle pattern. My skin looks fantastic and I can see muscle I forgot I had. When did I get this healthy? It's a blessing.

Oh, except for the whole throat infection thing. But that's just gotta take a backseat to everything else that's going on right now. Question for Leah: how much penicillin must one take before they build up immunity? I know you're all, like, Doctor Science up in this joint. Cause I've been on it for a week to clear up whatever they said I had and it's just not working.

Well, now we're at the end of my entry. What did we learn? I feel good, I'm leaving soon and it's fucking impossible to get tired of chocolate.

-S

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