Get on the bus that takes me to you
2003-10-07 | 11:44 p.m.

I fucking hate it when people pick on people in forums. Fucking HAAAAAAAAAAAATE it. Not to the point where I stop posting, because hey, it happens to the best of us. I just have to remind myself that I have an excuse for a mere 12 hours a week, living with my parents, and drinking an awful lot: I'm 18. You're definitely wearing the asshat if you're in your twenties or thirties and doing the same thing.

Still super sick.

Lost it a little at ballet tonight. I know the moves, I knew I knew the moves, but I fucked up. My shoes are pissing me off, I was sold the wrong size and ripped off for $90 that I JUST DO NOT HAVE, and won't for a good many years. Anyway, they're greatly inhibiting my ability to dance en point. On my tippie toes.

What a fucking pain in the ass, not looking good on my tippie toes.

I came home and sprawled out on my bedroom floor and listened to The Best of The Who to pick myself up again. It sort of worked. I found myself doing situps and didn't even realize it. I stopped. I need to relax.

I'm stressed out and I want to go to Boston.

-S

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